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Sunday, March 26, 2017

Under a million layers

You never thought the wound
Was supposed to let itself show,
It was not supposed to take in air
Or tell the world that it exists
It was hidden among the million lies
While it had a million reasons to not speak up

The wound hid
for a million years
under the million layers of you
The unfathomable but invisible pain
Can strike you inside your heart

You know, there’s always something changing in the world
Some changes are good, some are not,
Among these changes, the wound forgets its importance
The world told it, it is not important
But instead of feeding it air to breath in,
You put salt over it
You amplified your own pain to match the world’s

But there’s so much pain in this world, you will never be able to match
This is not a competition, this is you
Your pain is your story and not a participant in some race
Just because you are different
Just because your pain is different
Doesn’t mean it doesn’t matter
Your voice was not meant to cry itself to sleep at night
Your voice was born to be heard
Your voice is the sword that can
Tear through borders and centuries of injustice
When I tried doing it, I reached the other end of the galaxy
And received a lullaby back
But instead of letting it put myself to sleep
I let myself ease the tension in my skin and let my wound show

Believe me, it was always supposed to be shown

Thursday, March 9, 2017

The sixteen year old

Mirror breaks and crashes to the reflection of her
In front of her eyes, with a loud crackling sound
Everything turns loud for her
These flashy lights, shiny noise and brazen words
"I don’t want no mirror anymore", she says.
"It has shrunk my reflection in my own eyes
Day after day, moment after moment
And every negative thought the world has feed in"

"What is wrong with me?" she asks
When a young teenage girl stops eating,
It is concerning.
After years of mockery for being a body type
Not flattering to men,
She decided to shrink herself to a size of a tear drop
Dropping its way to the earth and burying itself
Inside the layers of soil where people cannot see past her skinny face

Every mirror cracks to the high frequency voice inaudible to humans
Of a teenager everyday shrinking her body and mind to fit
Herself in front of male gaze
“I am no one if boys don’t like me” she says
“Without a man, you are just not complete”, the society tells her
Because, every thought she has, puts her in competition
With her lovely female friends

Because when a teenager stops eating, it is concerning
When a kid stops growing past the views of the society
And inhibits the span of its dreams, it is concerning
What is wrong with me she asks?
Because people barely looked past her body type
and the buried skinny face