Criminal minds and guilt.

   Over the years, materialistic values have taken roots among people. The desire for more have laid some into beds of success while, some on the rocks of trouble. 
   We are always taught to aim high. We know that aiming low is a crime. We are also taught to achieve our goals by 'hook or crook'. Some are fortunate enough to achieve the goals while some fall short of assistance or help.
     Most of the times, the financial assistance is a key factor for crimes. Other factors include vengeance, enmity, or orgy to see someone in terrible state to satisfy oneself as we see in rape cases.  
     These criminals who bring out such crimes are imprisoned. They are treated worse than servants for their own good. The aim behind this is to make them feel guilty. The guilt takes over the barbarous mindset in some cases, while in some, the criminal plans for more new ways of committing crime without getting caught.
   The guilty make a new beginning to start life afresh. People discover how wrong was their conception towards life and the way of living it. A sensible person too can footle in such a predicament. He acts what he has never intended to.
   It is rightly said, a strong person is the one who won't ever let his mind loiter for money or lusts. The one who thinks twice of the consequences before doing it is successful in the long run.

Face of india's independence.

Reminiscing the beauty,

the heart's not in sight.

Ravishing was the sovereignty

when the sight was more than bright.

Kept the future off the pace,

as optimistic was the rain

Mind kept dreaming of the face, 

which was run by the brain.

Freedom was a sparkling ray,

stars were gazed by the eyes.

Liberal mind loitered away,

but heart searched for fireflies.

Obstructions had their way ahead,

and so we had in anyway. 

We knew how hard the liberty was laid,

so we had lot of dues left to pay.

The ravishing face faded away 

leaving the ugly traces of fright 

Evil took over the sun's ray,

along with the country's clerisy and bright.

"The struggle for liberty proved difficult and painstaking in numerous ways. The day we got independence was optimistic and ravishing. It was a beautiful face of India we looked ahead for. But as the years passed, the ravishing face faded away. We still have homage to pay to freedom fighters to make India the beautiful face which we had dreamt of earlier"

                                                                                                                                           

  

End of the world?

     Last night, I was waken up by a rueful dream. The dream left me shaken. I couldn't recollect each detail of the dream but the outline of the dream was clear in my mind.        
      I was disturbed throughout the day. Lectures were neglected along with the other routine that went by. I was within myself, lost and dumbfounded. Friends couldn't make out my situation even after great attempts to make me smile. All I had on my face was perplexity with bewildered expressions.
        After sometime, perplexity on my face faded away, with me retaining my normal features back. I elucidated the incident to my friends. 
        "The world has become a fireball emitting tremendous heat in the space. The excess of heat energy of earth is being given out faster than the rate of the sun" I told recalling it in my mind.
   The pictures of the earth bursting from its core were sliding through my retina at a rapid rate.
     "This all began before many years. The trees were cut down, the wild was killed, the innocent were terrified and the atmosphere didn't yield" "There was heat in the air, acid in the rains, cruelty among people and insolence for this world. The world had become selfish, greedy and materialistic. Polar ice was melting at a rapid pace with extinction of polar animals. 
      As time passed by, there was only one animal left, 'pollution'. Man died with the death of humanity. Death took over this cruel man. He ruined the green earth leaving behind ashes of rue and sorrows. The earth had to end someday. The remains of cruelty were omens of this end of the world" 
     I had tear in my eye by now as I ended my sentence. My friends looked at me in disbelief but trying to soothe me. There was a moment of silence between us. 
       Suddenly, I saw towards the bedroom window. The sky was dark by now. But there was no sign of tree. The concrete jungle was full of buildings and cement structures. The greenery was a hidden thing between the long extended concrete lands. It was the moment when I related the reality with my dream. That was more of a nightmare trying to intimidate me. 
     "The conditions before the end of the world were alike those which are today. Only the difference was the extent of horror in the dream" I thought to myself. 
     The dream woke me up from the deep sleep I was in with hopes of tomorrow which I thought would be brighter. Everyday we hope of our serendipity and good fortune to be kind on us. We expect miracles when we contribute none to this nature. We expect rain even though we know that there are no huge mountains to stop the black clouds. We expect great things without any contribution to the fortune of this nature. 
      There won't be the end of this world if the destruction of nature is stopped at first place. Humanity can be the boon to nature. Let us care of our fellow beings and this nature more than we care for ourselves. No doubt, the world can be a better place to live.

Assault for no reason?

Burnt eyes and ruptured face, 

She went through a lot, 

But now, it’s the world she can’t face.

     The words put a sharp edge of blade on our hearts. It’s the same effect we have after hearing about an acid attack victim.

     It’s been few hours, since I heard about the case in Bandra. Some Delhi based girl was attacked at Bandra terminus with a strong acid. Sources say that the assaulter had proposed the girl for marriage but she refused. Is this the reason? It is not yet proclaimed about the accused. Whatever it may be, whatever may be the reason, but does it sound justifiable?

  Some months ago, I heard about the acid attack case in Uttar Pradesh, a girl was attacked as she refused to pay heeds to the obscene demands of ‘savage’ men in her locality. Her life was ruined. The bright girl was punished for no reason. She paid heed to her qualms and perceptions rather than being coward. But she wasn’t acclaimed! She was punished. The acid burnt her. For years, she was just a half dead body waiting for a miracle to wake her up.

     A big satire about this issue is that the acid is the cheapest product available to ruin someone’s life. The victim is ruptured. The main fact to be given heed to is, most of the times, it is the male ego or male chauvinism that brings such cases into picture. The girl is helpless. Anytime, anywhere, anyone can attack her as she is determined about her decisions in her life. She won’t pay attention to trivial demands from trivial people around her? And why would she?
   All these years, we have heard about cases of rape, molestation, acid attacks, and murders. All these remind us about the sick mentality of Indian men. Women for them aren’t humans; they don’t have their own mind. And if any woman has, she can’t have it anymore. She has to be punished.

    We can’t just sit and watch these reports flashing on our screens anymore. It’s a high time to bear this injustice. If women are given rights, they have to be paid attention to. If acid has high hydrogen potency, we have a greater potent mind to fight against it.

     

A stronger girl!

Little flowers for the little girl
little pistols for the strong her,
she'd learn them as time passes by, 
'cause tomorrow she knows she has to fly. 

All the horrid minds have their eye on her,
With their awful hearts they try to harass her.
Mental illness leaves her disturbed. 
Still it's time to apply all the skills she has nurtured.

With her strength she can put down all the evils,
She'll overcome them by calling for fairies
She'll get up and prove that she is capable
Of all the bad statements that stated her as vulnerable.

One day world will know her importance
She won't be judged merely by her appearance.
As she is the most beautiful creation, 
Diversity in her looks deserves more than just appreciation. 

save them before it's too late!

I saw a little frog that day,
hopping around to find his way.

A flashback started in my mind,
ray of memories I had left behind.

The tiny tadpoles I possessed years back,
amazed I had been seeing those jolly jacks.

That little tots grew up then
and I left the frogs in the first rain

Away they went with search for new way,
but they kept me sad weeping all day

time flew but I didn't forget them,
but every year i found all frogs in mayhem

The frogs started losing their population,
now I could watch only few even in rainy season

That alone frog made my phrase
thinking about those frogs that I had raised.

Little creatures need our attention
and also great love need not to be mentioned

So save them today, don't let them wait.
Save these animals before it's too late.

Curve that's more than enough!

   Alone in dark room and thinking about life. Suddenly, a pointless curve appears which is made by your lips.

This pointless curve enlightens your face. Or in other words, makes you look beautiful! This just happened and you couldn’t stop from doing it. What is this curve which beautifies you?

    Is it just another way of presenting your thoughts, like tears do? Or is it a manner of greeting someone? The answers are many, but question’s still tricky, isn’t it?

   This curve in simple terms is called as smile. As we know, we wear it for myriad hours in our lifetime. Some people are used to this smile. They always bear it whatever the situation is. But what do we feel when we meet such people? We obviously don’t feel bad. Instead, we feel special and amusing.

    This smile has many such charms. A smile can decide someone’s personality. A tired and frustrated face cannot gratify anyone. It can actually spoil someone’s day!

    A person always wearing smile isn’t always happy with his/her life. He/she is just adapted to the situation well and doesn’t lose calm. Then why do people complain about their lost smile due to the frustrating hassle? Is this reason enough for them not to smile? Of course not!

    A smile needs a warm heart rather than a happy heart. A person is supposed to be happy with himself,as he is, as the smile can overshadow all his weaknesses. A smile can change the person’s life to the core. It is also the cheapest fitness product available for you in the market!

   Then why to worry about your problems when life wants you to be fit and fine?

  

   “So, just wear a smile,

   And you can overcome all miles”

    

dream that left me restless.

     "I want to join your college"I told my friend. My friend, with glittering eyes hugged me.

       It was after myriad months that I had visited my old school. Its stature was same as it was before. It smelled as if I was in the vicinity of my pram enjoying my childhood. The old faces greeted me with same affable treatment and the same old environment I was much acquainted with.

      It was some event in my school that i was supposed to be present for. My nostalgic mind was recalled about the the moments I had spent in my school with the same friends in the same amiable atmosphere. I don't remember what happened then, but to my misfortune, it was the time for college for all my buddies. They had to attend the lectures as their college was strict enough to not let them bunk.
    "I'm free now" I told my friend,"I can attend the lectures with you" 
      My friend was rejoiced. She was my old pal who was dearest to me in school times. But after the school was over, I felt our contact gradually reduced and unlike before, we hesitated a while, approaching each other. But now I felt her joy in her eyes with the thought of me and her on the same bench again. Me with my friends headed towards the classroom. It felt like I came to my old home. The old corridors where we would stand discussing things in break time, the classrooms with the same look and I felt the essence of my old school!  

    I entered the classroom with a alluring smile which came directly from my heart. "Manali!" All the people there said aloud seeing me after long time. I noticed that many of them had changed a bit. Some in overall looks while some in behaviour. But still the warmth of their welcome was enough for me to make me nostalgic,again! 

    I sat on the bench in the classroom. Suddenly, I took a look around again. I was reminded that i was not in my old school as I used to be. I was in the junior college attached to my school where many of my friends went. I saw some new faces staring at me, wondering who was i and why I had been greeted here.
    Next moment a teacher entered the classroom. As she entered, she took a look at me. For sometime, she didn't avert her glance from me and asked, "Who are you?" I was unable to speak and dumbstruck, as I had no particular answer to her question. I came to know with what purpose she asked it. After many months of fyjc, she had seen a new face.  
      "I'm manali, and I'm going to join this college" I said with a blank face. In next moment she said,"you haven't yet joined it as far as I know. So you aren't supposed to be here."     
   I couldn't think. I felt that I was thrown out of my cradle with a hard batter on my face. Something was bitter and felt like it was stinking unfair with me. I left the classroom. As i reached the door, I turned and smiled at my friend.  
    "I'm coming here again next year with a license to acquire hsc certificate from this classrooms" I thought to myself.   

     Suddenly, something struck me hard. I saw that it was my alarm clock trying to wake me up. I cussed it as it felt no guilt pricking me with a needle when I was in middle of my beautiful dream. A blow of reality punched me on my face.   I would never go in my school again. I would never again share the same bench with my old friends. The harsh reality shook me. I felt my mind dizzy with the thoughts. Thoughts of changing my college again. But then I recalled all my reasons I went in the college I'm currently in. No doubt I had changed a lot due to it. I learnt many new things which I think I wouldn't have learnt if I was with my old friends in the same college.           
  You must know that you can never be with the old thoughts always. Changes arrive incarnated as storm and may leave you dejected. But moaning about it forever is illegitimate. One has to get over these changes. No one knows what destiny has in store for us!     
       I got up from my bed and called my best friend. I narrated the incident to her ardently. I felt my heart lighter and gave me another reason to smile! 

flaws in me.

The best thing I did so far was to see.
See the flaws people pointed out in me,
I wonder why they bother of way I drink tea,
Wouldn't they admire, if i be me?

How ever I respond to people,
They are frustrated by the way I trouble.
But how would it be if I do for what I'm able.?
Wouldn't it be better, if they don't think I'm disable?

Even i can be shown my flaws,
Flaws can be corrected even without rules and laws 
Well how..would it be if people never saw?
wouldn't it be nicer if i behave raw?

I am always satisfied with what I've got.
I don't expect anything, which my destiny has not
Why were only the qualities in me they forgot?
Wouldn't it be fairer,if I won every war i fought?

Why there are people who care for others,
But still forget humanity wen it comes to their mother?
who stands still, on decisions in tough weathers?
Wouldn't it be greater if people never wished for feathers ?

emotions-temporary or permanent?

    Only half the concept is understood before scrutinizing an issue. People keep a small bomb of emotions ready to explode before any instance makes them do so. 
               It is said, we believe on our eyes or ears rather than brain or heart before analyzing a person. A small story u hear about your close acquaintance from your not-so-close acquaintance can make your emotion bomb explode. Then the years and ages are forgotten in a fraction of second spent with the person. The moments you thought were true are considered literal deception to you. 
                    However, most of the times, people forget the whole issue and dare to make a new beginning. Some make their temporary grenade of emotion an old mishap. But some permanently end relations with the person. Under such predicament, a person finds it hard whether to trust temporary feelings or to stand still on the permanent emotions if they were stronger enough than a misheard story. In life there would be many situations in which we come across someone we love or we care for. Sometimes we have to choose between our temporary emotion and the love for the person we have in real sense. 

leave me as my world ends.

kick me now as the moment passes by,

pinch me today because this time will fly.

see my eyes and find out why,

seeing you leave, my mind cannot lie.

I can remember how we first met,

so weird was the incident yet unknown was the date.

the moments we shared aren't complete yet,

still, I'm here today watching with my eyes so wet.

this isn't the time for you to leave.

you've got to wait and pay your dues.

the way in which you've troubled me were far from few.

now impossible for me is to watch this view.

I hated how you punched me for no reason,

still we changed our moods like Indian seasons.

yet rough is my mind and weak is my vision

to see you leave and support our division.

life says..

Life is so harsh, it makes us smile

but at end of the day,we cry in a while.

Like a brittle glass of wine we break ourselves,

no one for us be with in our broken gaze.

People we meet,people we make

rare are the ones we know who were never fake!

But truth is always bitter anyways

to know about the ones we had never doubt to raise.

Though life is miser, it gives us time,

it being too precious, never let it grime.

If ever it makes you fall in a pit,

be strong and say "you are too damn fit".

Expression of feelings isn't an easy chore,

but confession of a crime? it's way too more!

Like idiots we admire the ones who avoid us,

still avoid the ones who admire us.

Life couldn't be defined in any line until now.

So make your own definitions and follow them anyhow.

So next time you fall hard on your face,

remember, it's never the end of the race!

our existence.

  Ignited minds all over the world have a beautiful world inside. This prominent world is dominated by themselves in all aspects. However, 75% of these ignited minds fail to define their existence when asked about.
  The softest sounding question, “tell me about you”, turns out to be most breathtaking and tricky question ever!  This is a strong irony. We say we know ourselves best but can’t tell about ourselves. Mentioning our good qualities can be sometimes considered boasting. While disclosing our bad qualities is called self criticizing. So, finally, what is a normal man supposed to define him as?   Ask yourself, who am I? You won’t be able to answer.Now supersede the question, “What you think you are?”This time it was a bit easy!  Make deep observations. All this time in your life you've made decisions. You stood still on them. Recall the situation where you were asked which pen suited you more and you simply answered the thinner one because you are habituated to write pressurizing your thumb.  You also know what things you like more. Ask yourself what you’ll choose between -hard work and cheating, love and hate, determination and non rigidity in decisions? If you chose the former, you’re simply a hardworking, lovable and determined person. If it’s what you think so than you are!  Choosing life over death was you decision. This makes you a strong person. The stressful conditions in life were dealt somehow. So you know further situations would also be dealt anyhow! We know what we are. The only thing to be done is disclosing our interior thoughts in front of others. Love yourself but the love for you must be shown. Loving yourself isn't boasting. It’s just a way of presenting yourself. So next time when you are asked, who are you, make your inside world, your real kingdom and define yourself as the ruler of that kingdom!

friends, our soul?

   Lovely view of hilltop from a pleasant shore, cheap ‘pani puri’ at a roadside stall, that useless talks on a sleepover at friend’s place, the heavy assignments before submissions completed together, the funny nicknames of classmates in school or college and so on, wouldn't it be little boring without those companions?

   Who are these companions? They are not just our classmates, not just our project partners at work place! Instead, they mean something more to us.

      Still we know, these moments shared are hardly forever. Some of these sharers remain for a day, some for months and some for years! But some are forever! Not always around us, still always in our hearts. These sharers are called FRIENDS!

        Daily, we hear people listing their friends. Some have their list limited, while some have infinite friends. But, what makes a person a friend? Is it the number of favors the person has done to us? Or is it the way we feel when we are with them?

   But most of the times it is the understanding between two friends. We feel comfortable sharing a thought with a person who understands our feelings and reason behind our feelings! This friend won’t characterize us as an insane freak. Instead, that friend can share more on that idea by which we can say, ’thumbs up’ dude!

  Maintaining this friendship is far more difficult than making a new friend. Maintaining friendship needs dedication, care, honesty and understanding which is utmost important.

   Nowadays we make new friends every day. As in train, at workplace, in college, etc. but unfortunately these friends do not remain for long. Due to our busy schedules we find it hard to maintain friendly relations.

     For us to tackle crucial conditions in life we need a friend. We can make a more trustworthy friend if the friend is an old pal! Therefore, find time for these buddies around you and preserve these priceless friends!

Defeat!

The 4th place in the race, 

Was enough to feel the punch on your face.

Tighter you wish you tied your lace..

'cause your struggle was hard to increase your pace.

The defeat in the game is bitter to digest,

you cuss yourselves because you couldn't give your best!

Mirror says ,you are just a piece of waste! 

Cant blame the referee who you feel was never the fairest.

Result of the war was more than bad,

your morale went down and you lost what you had.

Trying to recollect all those who made you mad, 

creating a new picture in head which wouldn't have made you sad!

Life is a game it has it's rules 

only one can win, other has to loose! 

The winner is always you if you had to choose. 

Thinking won't help that the mistake was whose.

Get up now and fight back next time

The looser is not inferior and the victor isn't prime

Don't ever regret as it wont help you a dime 

Create new stories in head with songs and rhymes!

one wish for life!

Fat,u wish u weren't anymore,

wake up and see yourself in mirror.

Surprised you're to get yourself explored

Skinny you look as you were never before 

Dark you're called by your friends

Compared you are with black forest cakes

How would it be if you found someday?

A fairness cream which will actually make your day.

Love was never your piece of cake.

Destiny was always written as heartbreak

What will it be if it twisted midway?

and you woke up in somebody's heart someday?

Dumb is something u consider yourself as

'cause you cant solve some sums in maths

But how would it be if you could crack the codes?

And become the smart ass u never were...on your road..!

Wishes are not same as dreams

People wish 'cause they have desires

People are not always how they appear in films

But you got to overtake these liars 

Happiness cant be bought by money

you're special more than you think,honey!

So don't wish for things you have not

'cause you may get something better in lots.