Looking back at things that made us.

      Recently, I was struggling hard to avoid lethargy. This can’t affirm that I am lazy, but for me, being lazy is not being able to come up with something creative. I couldn’t find any good thought to write on. I felt like I’d stopped observing things or had become dormant, reasoning the comfortable climate. Err, but then, a month of not thinking of writing made me miss writing. I thought that maybe I hadn’t realise what I love truly until I missed it in my life.

   Repeating this known fact may sound cliché but I don’t mean to. The ‘Missing something’ phenomenon caught me. I wondered about why I miss something I love(d). This can be explained why we miss our old friends. Though, they aren’t as close as they were, they are a part of our life. In our last moments we are going to remember people who made difference in our lives consciously or unknowingly.  However, we don’t always want them again in the same old role but we are going to lionize our possessions because they define us. We are going to love them however they are. We even love our transitory possessions like our dorm during a camping trip or our class teacher. We love our memories because they belonged to us.

    There’s something extremely ravishing and appealing about the city we lived in or the home we reside in. It attracts us, overwhelms us, spurs adrenaline in veins and emblazons our life. And we realize this when we are prepared to leave the place altogether. Our hearts soar in exhilaration and the reason for which is quite unknown to us. We never mean to sadden our present for leaving our roots but we are prepared at the moment to cherish things that made us, spruced us and which are parts of us

    Even if we leave the past behind we are never going to forget it. We may try to overcome our past which has bitter- sweet memories but we can’t totally forget it. For that, every one of us would need to get Amnesia. But it doesn’t work that way. We should accept our past along with the blunders we have had committed because our present reflects our expedition since the beginning. Rather than sobbing over our errors we should learn from them and devise our future because we are made from them.